How Many Diddy Victims Are There?

Recently it was announced that a high profile attorney by the name of Tony Buzbee is representing over 120 alleged victims who have come forward with strong enough accusations against Sean “Diddy” Combs to proceed in court.  These allegations range from sexual assault to drugging and exploitation, with some of the victims being minors at the time of the incidents. In fact some of the victims are allegedly as young as nine years old when the assault happened!  

One thing to keep in mind, however, is that for everyone one of the 120 victims that ARE coming to court, there may be hundreds of others whose cases are legitimate but there is just not sufficient enough evidence to convict. Additionally, there may be famous people who are victims but who simply do not want the shame of embarrassment coming forward.  Some victims may even feel a sense of indebtedness to Diddy even if it did start out with illegal sexual activity. I have to wonder, for example, if Justin Bieber or Usher who were both pre teen boys when Diddy got to them, will turn their back on the man who helped make them famous.  Even if there WERE sexual abuse, at least in Beibers case, these men may still feel a sense of loyalty to Diddy.

The fact is, Buzbees office has officially received over 3000 claims of abuse against Diddy and that is a HUGE number.  We, as a society, have ruined (cancelled) people’s careers over allegations from ONE victim with or without proof.  Can Diddys empire and reputation survive over 3000 people accusing him of rape and assault, including rape of children??  How many of the 120 cases being brought to court will stick?


The basics of Diddy’s SEXUAL crimes seem fairly clear at this point   It appears, from sheer numbers alone, that Diddy likely has been illegally drugging and sexually assaulting both men and women for decades in order to fulfill his perverse sexual or power hunger obsession needs.  But this is not even half of the allegations Diddy is facing. Let’s not forget that MANY sources in the music industry believe Diddy has been involved in orchestrating and paying for multiple murders (such as Tupac and Notorious B.I.G) and that the FBI even allegedly had him under investigation for the murders though they couldn’t follow the money trail and PROVE it so dropped the case. Diddy is also facing charges related to racketeering, human trafficking, and more.

Hollywood seems to be reacting in numerous ways, from musicians and actors trying to delete their social media accounts to obscure their connections and relationships with him to friends turning on him and offering to tell all for book and movie deals. Names are coming soon and it will likely shock some of us.

This morning, for reasons I can’t explain, a line from Ke$has song Tik Tok just popped into my head.

“I wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy”

Chances are that since he’s in prison and accused of rape and assault even against children that you do NOT want to wake up on the morning like P Diddy now.  He may have some rude mornings ahead

Oh, by the way, even Ke$ha is literally changing her tune about Diddy.  I googled why she wrote that line and discovered by accident a new video where she is on stage and has changed the line to “I wake up in the morning and say FUCK P Diddy!”

Netflix Special “Diddy Do It” with 50 Cent

I have confirmed that Netflix and 50 Cent have reached a deal on a Netflix excusive docuseries about Diddy’s Sex parties and sex trafficking allegations after reaching a deal with 50 Cent. The special, likely to be called “Diddy Do It” or the “The Downfall of Diddy” does not yet have an official release date. I suspect, that like me, Netflix is going to follow this case like a hawk to add as much juicy details as possible to the upcoming special.

In related news, an attorney for Diddy says that Diddy is excited to get on the stand and “tell all”. I HIGHLY suspect that story because that would be the equivalent of scheduling his own “suicide” for a morning or afternoon appointment, whichever he feels comfortable with. As one comedian recently reported, Diddy isn’t walking out of that prison alive. This is his death sentence.

We will have to wait and see.

I, for one, am not excited about the day Diddy may off himself. I do not revel in anyone’s murder OR suicide. In fact, if anything, I’m rooting for Diddy to stay alive because I am SUPER curious to see just how deep this rabbit hole goes. If he dies (suicide or murder), that may be the end of everything but the rumors. If he stays alive, we may just see the biggest scandal to unfold in our lifetimes.

Diddy and the Niykee Heaton Assualt Allegation

A funny thing happens when you query ChatGPT sometimes and it reminds me a lot of my high school sweetheart every time I questioned her honesty.  Here is how those conversations would go. 

ME: “So, someone told me they saw you out with a friend of mine last night. Is it true?

HER: “I don’t know who told you that but it’s complete bullshit.  It didn’t happen.”

ME: “Well, they sent me a picture of you and him last night, see this?”

HER: “Oh THAT friend!  Well, yeah, I guess I was out with THAT friend last night.”

Same thing happens to me quite a bit when researching Diddy’s history using chatGPT.  Last night I saw a video of a very pretty girl named Niykee Heaton telling her story of a time Sean “Diddy” Combs and Kanye West tried to drug and rape her.  In the video she described being handed a drink at a party and being pressured to drink it persistently by Diddy and Kanye.  She suspected the drink might be drugged based on how aggressive they were trying to get her to drink it. She pretended to drink from the glass but didn’t swallow and that made them back off a bit.  However, Niykee’s manager grabbed Niykee’s drink, took a couple of swigs and soon began acting very differently and not at all like herself.  Niykee recalls Diddy and Kanye pressuring her (Niykee) to take her clothes off and let them see her naked body as she found herself alone with the two of them and several other men (her manager left to use the restroom). 

Anyway, I was intrigued to know more about Niykee Heaton and her history with Diddy so I asked:

“When did Niykee Heaton and Diddy first meet? What is their history together?”

ChatGPT (aka my ex) said:


“There is no widely known or documented history between Sean “Diddy” Combs and Niykee Heaton regarding their first meeting or any notable connection. While both are figures in the music and entertainment industry, there haven’t been significant reports or stories about a relationship, collaboration, or notable interaction between them. If you’re referring to specific rumors or events, they have not been prominently covered in major media outlets.”

Ok dear high school sweetheart (ChatGPT), let me ask this another way:

“Can you find me the video of Niykee Heaton claiming she was with Diddy and Kanye at a party with her manager?”

ChatGPT (aka the ex) said:

“In June 2024, singer Niykee Heaton made serious allegations during an Instagram Live session, claiming that she had been sexually assaulted by both Sean “Diddy” Combs and Kanye West at a party. She recounted the incident, stating that she and her manager at the time, Lauren Pisciotta, were invited to a late-night studio session where they met Diddy and Kanye. Heaton alleged that both men pressured her and her manager to drink, and later tried to take off her clothes. She managed to escape the situation, but the experience left her traumatized. These allegations surfaced in the wake of other accusations against both Diddy and Kanye related to sexual misconduct.
You can find more details about this incident in the video here.”

OHHHH…THAT Niykee Heaton!

Why P Diddy is Not Eating

So the news today is that P Diddy hasn’t been eating since his arrest which has been about a week now. I would normally say this doesn’t rise to the level of news yet but more and more news sources are starting to cover it as seen in my screen capture, so let me weigh in.

At this point, the entire story about Diddy not eating all seems speculation. The main person interviewed is reporting this “news” essentially as a “rumor” he hears from those inside the prison and he speculates about two things. If “they” (whomever “they” are) “Epstein” Diddy it will look really suspicious so therefore he concludes no one is likely to do that. By this, of course, he means that he believes Diddy “killing himself” will look suspicious to the American public. All I have to say about that is that in a conspiracy no one really cares if it looks suspicious. You, the public, can speculate all day long and thing something looks fishy but if you can’t prove it, you’ll just be dismissed as a crazy conspiracy theorist and we all move on.

The second “guess” as to why Diddy isn’t eating is that he’s terrified that someone is going to poison his food and kill him to make it look like a heart attack. This, according to the leaker is because Diddy likely has damning video tapes of very powerful people in the entertainment business and therefore a lot of people will want him dead. People with the money to pull off paying a prison guard to poison his food.

This also is flawed logic in my opinion. Regardless of how Diddy were to die, his death is still going to look suspicious. So, saying he can’t kill himself because it would look suspicious but somehow he can die of a heart attack and it won’t be is just flat out flawed logic. ANY way that Diddy dies is going to look suspicious.

However, as I said, in a conspiracy as big as this may get, “they” (whomever “they” are) don’t care at all if it looks suspicious. It’s easy to mock the public for questioning the official story and eventually you all will stop talking about it because you won’t have any proof and they (the news and media) will convince you that you’re clinging to a crazy conspiracy theory. There will be jokes about it at the next music awards ceremony and we will all move on like it was a huge funny joke that no one wants to take seriously.

Who Knew P Diddy Was Such a Bad Guy? Apparently EVERYONE But Me

As I’ve started dipping my toes into the case of Sean “P Diddy” Comes I have started to question where the hell I’ve been for the past three decades. Apparently the fact that P Diddy Combs is a bad dude has been public knowledge for a VERY long time. In fact, it’s jokingly referred to in some circles as Hollywoods worst kept secret.  And yet, unbeknownst to me, Diddy has been implicated in SEVERAL murders, accused of multiple sex crimes on numerous occasions, has been investigated by the LAPD and the FBI in the 1990’s for being involved in the criminal underworld, has been rumored to have groomed underage boys like Usher and Justin Bieber when they were pre teen boys and exposing them to lavish sex parties, and has been a Hollywood favorite “bad boy” his entire career with “friends” all over the entertainment and political world with celebrities bragging about his off the hook parties.   I simply missed it all, until now.

I became super interested in this case when Diddy’s mansions in LA and Miami were raided by the Department of Homeland Security in March of 2024 and then he was subsequently arrested in September of the same year.  Why on earth, I wondered, is the Department of Homeland Security interested in Sean “Diddy” Combs?  The answer, supposedly, is that he was indirectly the subject of an investigation into sex trafficking and racketeering. But this, mark my words, is just the beginning. There is much more going on.

Suddenly videos are emerging all over the internet that lay out Diddy’s decades long crimal enterprises.  We see him grooming young up and coming teen boys, we see him at the center again in murder-for-hire plots to take out his rivals, and underground videos of crazy sex parties with celebrities up and down the boardwalk.

Diddy was, I now realize, famous in the entertainment world for throwing parties so lavish and outrageous that even Diddy predicted one day he would be arrested for them.  And, it now comes out, that Diddy allegedly had hidden cameras in his various venues and has gathered incriminating video evidence against other celebrities, politicians and even preachers. It’s no wonder that Diddy is on suicide watch in jail right now.  Someone just might “suicide” him if the allegations are true.  Here is how that works. 

As we learned in the case of Jeffrey Epstein, if Diddy goes to trial, all his dirty secrets and those of whom he secretly recorded may come out.  That may in fact ruin the careers of many high level celebrities in music, sports and entertainment.  It may even bring down major political figures and religious leaders.  If, however, he kills himself then the trial is over and all the information gathered can be sealed and never see the light of day.

Man its horrible to hear he killed himself…oh wait, too soon?

The Sean “Diddy” Combs Timeline

1969

November 1969

  • Sean “Diddy Combs was born.

1978

October 14, 1978

  • Usher was born.

1990’s

  • Mary J. Blige has been a close associate of Diddy since the early days of her career. She has attended many of his parties and discussed the experience during interviews, particularly during their work together in the 1990s.
  • Diddy meets his long term girlfriend and model, Kim Porter. They dateed through 2007 and remained friends after until 2018 when Kim died of lobar pneumonia.  They had three children together, Christian “King” Combs, and twins D’Lila Star and Jessie James Combs.
  • Sean “Diddy” Combs and Donald Trump have known each other for several decades, dating back to the 1990s.

1991

  • In 2016 motions were filed alleging that Sean Combs sexually assaulted a woman. The charges were ultimately dismissed.

1992

  • When Usher was 14, he signed his first major record deal with LaFace Records, and his mother took him to New York City to work with various producers. One of the key figures in this early stage was Sean Combs (then known as Puff Daddy), who was brought in to produce several tracks for Usher’s self-titled debut album, released in 1994.
  • Combs helped refine Usher’s image and style, and though the debut album was not a massive commercial success, it introduced Usher to the music industry and laid the foundation for his later stardom. After the album, Usher began working with other prominent producers, including Jermaine Dupri, who would go on to be a significant influence on his future success.
  • In this video, Usher talks to Howard Stern about spending a year living with Diddy at age 14 at what was called “Puffy Flavor Camp” and describes seeing things he can’t comprehend. https://x.com/ShadowofEzra/status/1837895620146696206/video/1
  • Usher himself has referred to this experience as an intensive education on the ins and outs of the business, calling it a “boot camp” where he learned a lot about life and the music world.

1993

  • Sean “Diddy” Combs forms “Bad Boy Entertainment after being fired from Uptown Records where he had been an A&R executive.
  • Bad Boy Entertainment went on to become one of the most influential labels in hip-hop and R&B during the 1990s

1994

November 30, 1994

  • Tupac Shakur accused Sean “Diddy” Combs (formerly known as Puff Daddy) of being involved in setting him up to be shot in 1994. The accusation stems from a notorious incident at Quad Recording Studios in New York City on November 30, 1994, when Tupac was shot five times during a robbery.
  • After the incident, Tupac publicly stated that he believed Diddy, along with The Notorious B.I.G. (a close friend and collaborator of Diddy), was involved in orchestrating the shooting. Tupac made these accusations explicit in interviews and in his music, most notably in his diss track “Hit ‘Em Up” in 1996, where he openly declared his anger towards Diddy and Biggie. Tupac felt betrayed, especially because the shooting occurred in the same building where both Diddy and Biggie were at the time, and he believed they had prior knowledge of the attack.
  • However, neither Diddy nor Biggie were ever officially implicated or charged in connection with the shooting, and they both denied any involvement. The rivalry between Tupac and Biggie escalated into the infamous East Coast vs. West Coast feud, which many believe contributed to the tragic murders of both rappers.
  • Years later, several people close to the situation, including music journalist Chuck Philips, suggested that the shooting was more likely orchestrated by individuals within the New York criminal underworld, independent of Diddy and Biggie, but Tupac remained convinced of their involvement until his death.
  • https://x.com/patrickbetdavid/status/1772830140910682458/video/1

1997

  • At 9 years old, Aaron Carter released his self-titled debut album in 1997, after opening for the Backstreet Boys (his brother Nick Carter’s group) on tour. The album was a commercial success, especially in Europe, and helped launch his solo career.
  • Carter became well-known for hits like “Crush on You” and continued to build a fanbase as a teen pop star in the late 1990s and early 2000s.

March 9, 1997

  • Notorious B.I.G. was the biggest star signed to Diddy’s Bad Boy Entertainment label.  He was shot and killed in a drive by shooting on March 9, 1997. The case is still unsolved.  
  • Suge Knight, head of Death Row Records and rival of Bad Boy Entertainment suggests Diddy orchestrated the murder.
  • Allegations also surfaced that corrupt LAPD officers may have been involved in the murder and that Diddy may have indirect knowledge of their involvement. 
  • David Mack was an LAPD officer with ties to the criminal underworld and Suge Knight. He worked as an off-duty security guard for Death Row Records.  In 1996 Mack was convicted of robbing a bank and sentenced to prison.  His associate, Amir Muhammad was named as a possible suspect in the murder.
  • Rafael Perez, an LAPD officer, was implicated in several scandals including the “Rampart Scandal” where it was revealed several officers were involved in corruption, drug dealing, planting evidence, and excessive force. Perez also was rumored to have ties to Death Row Records.  Suggestions were made that he was involved in the murder.
  • Amir Muhammad was implicated by an FBI informant as being the actual hitman in the murder. Muhammad was a close associate of David Mack.
  • Russell Poole was an LAPD detective who became convinced that corrupt LAPD officers including Mack and a Perez were involved in the murder. He alleged officers were working with Suge Knight and that the LAPD covered up involvement to protect the departments reputation.

1999

  • Jennifer Lopez becomes involved with Diddy around this time. They officially dated from 1999 to 2001. Diddy was instrumental in launching Lopez’s music career.
  • According to a 14-page indictment, her name is high on the list of alleged witnesses and possible suspects involved in the numerous crimes and charges Combs is currently facing.

December 27, 1999

  • Jennifer Lopez and Diddy were involved in a highly controversial nightclub shooting that occurred at Club New York in Manhattan. Three people were injured and Diddy and Lopez were arrested fleeing the scene. Diddy was charged with a weapons violation but was aquitted in 2001.

2003

  • In 2016 a motion was filed to dismiss a lawsuit alleging that Diddy and two other men raped a 17 year old girl in 2003.

2004

June 2024

  • Diddy advocated for voter engagement, particularly young African Americans. He has been known to be friends with Barack Obama, Bill Clinton, Al Gore, and Joe Biden.

2008

  • Usher plays a key role in Justin Bieber’s early career. In 2008, when Justin Bieber was just 13 (born 03/01/1994), he was discovered by talent manager Scooter Braun after Braun saw one of Bieber’s YouTube videos. Braun introduced Bieber to Usher, who helped secure Bieber a recording contract with Island Records in late 2008. Usher acted as a mentor and guide during Bieber’s rise to fame, but the actual management duties were handled by Scooter Braun, who remained Bieber’s manager for much of his career.
  • Usher’s involvement started around 2008 when Bieber moved to Atlanta to work with Braun and Usher, and his influence helped Bieber break into the mainstream music industry.

2010

  • Jay-Z and Beyonce seen attending one of Diddy’s New Year’s Eve parties in Miami, 2010. They have been spotted to several of Diddy’s parties including his infamous “White Parties”.

2012

  • Rumors have surfaced that Diddy had a secret mistress while married by the name of Kathy Corriana White. She was rumored to be pregnant with Sean “Diddy” Combs’ baby and was going to go public with their affair. Kathy White suddenly passed away unexpectedly. Kathy Corriana White passed away unexpectedly on May 11, 2012. According to official reports, her death was due to a brain aneurysm, which is a medical condition where a blood vessel in the brain weakens and bursts, leading to bleeding in the brain. White’s sudden death sparked various rumors and conspiracy theories, particularly due to her connections to high-profile figures in the entertainment industry, including Sean “Diddy” Combs. However, there has been no credible evidence to support any of the speculation surrounding her death, and the official cause remains the brain aneurysm. These rumors, including claims of pregnancy or foul play, have not been substantiated by official investigations or credible sources.
  • Sean “Diddy” Combs once shared a story about waking up and “wrestling over Frosted Flakes” with Usher during a live Ustream broadcast in 2012. This comment, which was made somewhat casually, sparked a lot of attention and confusion. Diddy explained that during Usher’s early career, the two spent time together when Usher was sent to live with Diddy as part of his mentorship. While recounting this story, Diddy mentioned their playful encounters over breakfast cereal, but the way he phrased it, including references to them waking up together, led to raised eyebrows and became a viral moment. At the time, Usher was ten years old and Diddy talks about waking up in bed with him and wrestling.
  • Kevin Hart was also present during the broadcast and humorously reacted to Diddy’s comments, further highlighting the awkwardness of the situation. Watch here. Note that early in the video he doesn’t mention Usher was ten. Later the longer version is played where Diddy jokes that Usher was ten when they woke up together and wrestled over Frosted Flakes.

2014

  • Diddy and Reverand Al Sharpton frequently seen together including attending the “Justice for All” March in Washington D.C. in 2014.

2016

  • A video re-emerged in 2023 of a Diddy celebrating Justin Bieber’s 22nd Birthday party. In the video Justin appears completely drunk. Allegations were made that Justin was drugged at this party and raped though I can find no corroborating evidence. See video https://x.com/DianaWallace888/status/1777062519410147627/video/1

2016

March 5, 2016

  •  Security video aired by CNN appears to show Sean “Diddy” Combs attacking singer Cassie in a Los Angeles hotel hallway in 2016, the latest in a monthslong series of public allegations and revelations of physical and sexual violence from the hip-hop mogul.
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ti0hUQPy5U&rco=1
  • https://x.com/rapalert6/status/1791519529023213919/video/1
  • The lawsuit alleges that Combs paid the hotel $50,000 for the security video.
  • The video supposedly surfaced after the statute of Limitations was over and therefore no attempt to verify the footage or prosecute was ever made.

2017

  • Jamie Foxx has openly discussed attending Diddy’s parties during various interviews, particularly on late-night talk shows. He once recounted on “The Graham Norton Show” in 2017 about attending one of Diddy’s extravagant parties and being amazed at the opulence and guest list.
  • LeBron James has attended several of Sean “Diddy” Combs’ high-profile parties over the years, but one specific instance where he publicly admitted to attending a Diddy party was in 2017. During an interview with “The Hollywood Reporter”, LeBron mentioned attending Diddy’s 47th birthday celebration in 2016, which was a star-studded event. The party took place at a Beverly Hills mansion and was one of many lavish gatherings that Diddy is known for hosting.
  • LeBron and Diddy have a longstanding friendship, and it’s not unusual for LeBron to be seen at events hosted by Diddy. He’s mentioned Diddy’s influence in interviews as well, especially regarding music and entertainment.
  • A viral video of Sean “Diddy” Combs screaming “I’m a savage! Whatever I want, I have to get!” comes from a scene in his 2017 documentary, “Can’t Stop Won’t Stop: A Bad Boy Story”. In the clip, Diddy is seen celebrating after successfully negotiating a deal with MTV. Following the call, he throws things around his office in a burst of triumphant energy, reflecting his intense drive and ambition. This moment has since resurfaced, gaining new context due to Diddy’s ongoing legal troubles(
    UPROXX)(HipHopDX). 

2018

  • In 2018, comedian Kevin Hart mentioned attending one of Diddy’s famous New Year’s Eve parties in an Instagram post, sharing his excitement about the guest list and atmosphere.

November 15, 2018

  • Diddy’s long time girlfriend and mother of three children died of natural causes due to lobar pneumonia.

2019

  • Kanye has been known to attend Diddy’s events and has acknowledged Diddy’s influence in shaping the music industry. He was photographed at Diddy’s 50th birthday party in 2019, an event that drew numerous celebrities.

2020

  • Diddy endorses Joe Biden in the 2020 election.

2022

November 5, 2022

  • Aaron Carter passed away on November 5, 2022, at the age of 34. He was found dead in his home in Lancaster, California. According to the Los Angeles County Medical Examiner-Coroner’s report, Carter’s cause of death was ruled as accidental drowning in his bathtub. The autopsy also revealed that Carter had taken prescription medications at the time, including Alprazolam (Xanax) and Difluoroethane, a gas commonly used in compressed air cans for cleaning electronics, which contributed to his passing.
  • An image circulating on the internet alleges to show Diddy and a very young Aaron Carter though no official sources indicate them ever meeting.

Chat GPT has this to say about the above image: “Yes, the image you provided does appear to be of Sean “Diddy” Combs with a young Aaron Carter. The two were photographed together during Aaron Carter’s early years in the entertainment industry. Aaron gained popularity as a young pop star in the late 1990s, and as Diddy was a major figure in the music industry at the time, they likely crossed paths at various events. This specific image looks like it was taken during a public event, as both are smiling and posing for the camera, suggesting a professional or social connection rather than a casual encounter. However, no specific information ties this particular image to a well-documented meeting.”

2023

September

Duane “Keefe D” is arrested in relation to  Tupacs murder 27 years prior.  His home was raided after several admissions of guilt and a memoir where Keefe claimed to the the shooter.  Several items were collected during the raid which I have not been able to confirm if any of it related to Diddy.

Sean “Diddy” Combs’ relationship with Duane “Keefe D” Davis has drawn significant attention due to Keefe D’s connection to the 1996 murder of Tupac Shakur. According to multiple sources, including Diddy’s former bodyguard Gene Deal, Diddy and Keefe D were known to associate in social settings, such as gambling and attending parties together during the height of the East Coast–West Coast rap feud in the 1990s.

Keefe D has also claimed that Diddy offered him $1 million to kill Tupac and Suge Knight, although Diddy has vehemently denied these allegations over the years. Keefe D’s confession about his involvement in Tupac’s murder has reignited speculation about whether Diddy played a role in commissioning the hit, though no direct evidence has surfaced linking him to the crime. The allegations have been a topic of controversy, especially with Keefe D now facing charges related to Tupac’s death(
HipHopDX)(
HotNewHipHop)(
People.com

2024

  • Katt Williams has spoken openly about Sean “Diddy” Combs’ infamous parties, including in a 2024 interview on the “Club Shay Shay” podcast with Shannon Sharpe. In the interview, Katt claimed he had been invited to several of Diddy’s parties and described them as involving situations that compromised his integrity. Williams notably claimed that he turned down offers as high as $50 million on four occasions due to what he called “freaky” activities happening at these parties. The $50 million was allegedly for him to consent to being Diddy and his buddies sex slave for life including allowing them to have unprotected sex with him for life.
  • Netflix agreed to terms with 50 Cent to produce a docuseries about the sexual assault allegations and charges against Sean “Diddy” Combs. The documentary, which has been titled “Diddy Do It,” will explore Diddy’s alleged involvement in sex trafficking, racketeering, and other abuses. The project is said to give “voice to the voiceless” and aims to reveal details about the decades-long accusations against Diddy. 50 Cent announced the project in 2023, and Netflix acquired the rights in 2024 following a competitive bidding war. The series is currently in production​(Yahoo)​(LBC) .
  • The resurfaced comments about these parties gained renewed attention after Diddy’s arrest in September 2024 on charges related to sex trafficking. In the podcast, Williams implied that Diddy’s actions and the nature of his parties were known within certain circles, further fueling the controversy around Diddy’s legal troubles.
  • You can check out the interview here: CrimeOnline coverage of Katt Williams on Diddy’s parties​(
  • Crime Online)​(
  • Crime Online).
  • For a video of Katt Williams discussing these parties, you can view it on YouTube as well: Katt Williams Exposes Diddy’s $50M Secret Party Contract​(

YouTube).

February 2024

  • In February of 2024, Prince Harry has been named in a recent $30 million lawsuit involving Sean “Diddy” Combs. The lawsuit, filed by record producer Rodney Jones, includes accusations against Diddy for sexual assault and sex trafficking. Prince Harry’s name appears in the lawsuit because Diddy’s infamous parties allegedly attracted many high-profile guests, including celebrities like Harry. Harry’s inclusion in the lawsuit seems to be due to his previous association with Diddy, as the rapper mentioned their social interactions in interviews. However, there is no suggestion that Prince Harry was involved in any of the alleged crimes​(Yahoo)​(LBC)​(Yahoo News).

March 25, 2024

  • Department of Homeland Security (DHS) raids the homes of Sean “Diddy” Combs in Los Angeles and Miami as part of a larger investigation into allegations of sex trafficking, racketeering and transportation to engage in prostitution.
  • https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTFkVNJDN/

April 2024

  • Jesse Watters (Fox) aired a clip on Primetime in April 2024 where Gene Deal, Sean “Diddy” Combs’ former bodyguard, claimed that Diddy had tapes of politicians, preachers, and other elite figures from his infamous “freak off” parties. Gene Deal made these claims during an interview on the Art of Dialogue podcast, stating that Diddy used hidden cameras to capture compromising footage of those attending these parties. The clip and these allegations gained traction amid ongoing investigations into Diddy’s legal troubles, particularly surrounding accusations of sex trafficking.
  • You can watch the video of this segment on YouTube: Jesse Watters: Did Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs cross someone?​(
  • YouTube).
  • https://twitter.com/MarioNawfal/status/1776081484643807245/video/1
  • A video surfaces from what some believe was an interaction between Diddy and Justin Bieber in 2021. In this video, Diddy appears to pat Justin Bieber down for a wire before whispering something in his ear. https://x.com/DianaWallace888/status/1775371642279022938/video/1

May 29, 2024

  • Sean “Diddy” Combs issued an apology on May 19, 2024, after a 2016 hotel surveillance video was released, showing him physically assaulting his then-girlfriend, Cassie Ventura. In the video, Diddy acknowledged that his behavior was “inexcusable” and expressed deep regret. He stated that he had sought professional help, including therapy and rehab, after the incident and was committed to being a better man. However, his apology, shared via Instagram, did not directly address Cassie by name, which led to criticism from Cassie’s legal team and others, who felt the apology was more about Diddy’s image than addressing the harm caused. The disturbing footage showed Diddy chasing Cassie down a hallway, grabbing her by the neck, and physically assaulting her. The video was widely circulated, prompting Diddy’s public apology(Complex)(XXL Mag)(TheWrap).

June 2024

  • In June 2024, singer Niykee Heaton made serious allegations during an Instagram Live session, claiming that she had been sexually assaulted by both Sean “Diddy” Combs and Kanye West at a party. She recounted the incident, stating that she and her manager at the time, Lauren Pisciotta, were invited to a late-night studio session where they met Diddy and Kanye. Heaton alleged that both men pressured her and her manager to drink, and later tried to take off her clothes. She managed to escape the situation, but the experience left her traumatized. These allegations surfaced in the wake of other accusations against both Diddy and Kanye related to sexual misconduct(
    XXL Mag
    )(
    HotNewHipHop
    )(
    AllHipHop
    ).
    You can find more details about this incident in the video here. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTFkVNJDN/

September 2024

  • Sean Combs was arrested in New York on September 16, 2024 following the search of two of his properties in March. He has been charged with conspiracy, sex trafficking, and running an intricate criminal operation under the guise of his music empire, Bad Boy Entertainment.
  • Potentially TOTALLY unrelated, New York City Mayor Eric Adams is arrested and indicted and his home searched by Federal Investigators. Diddy was arrested by the Department of Homeland Security in New York and Sean “Diddy” Combs and New York City Mayor Eric Adams have had some public interactions together in the past. In September 2023, Adams gave Diddy the Key to New York City during a ceremony in Times Square, which highlighted their mutual focus on uplifting Black communities. However, following the mounting sexual assault allegations against Diddy in 2024, Adams and his administration requested that Diddy return the honorary key to the city, which he later did. Their relationship became more distanced amid Diddy’s legal troubles​(Tv Show Stars)​(Miami New Times).
  • Comedian Eddie Griffin recently predicted that Sean “Diddy” Combs won’t leave prison alive. In a statement made on his YouTube channel in September 2024, Griffin compared Diddy’s situation to that of Jeffrey Epstein, suggesting that Diddy is a “dead man walking” due to the powerful enemies he allegedly made through his involvement in sex trafficking and other crimes. Griffin speculated that influential figures connected to Diddy’s criminal enterprises might be eager to silence him, much like the conspiracy theories surrounding Epstein’s death in prison.

October 2024

  • Mike Jefferies, former CEO of Abercrombie and Fitch is arrested in sex trafficking chargers in New York.  Mike Jefferies is accused of abusing male models and inticing them into the sex trade via money and drugs to perform at sex parties.  The correlation to Diddy’s case is undeniable. Diddy is also accused of employing male sex workers at his famous Freak Off parties and using drugs to coerce and enhance sexual performance.

LOABT008 – The Attraction-Based Universe and the Buffer Zone

We live in an attraction-based universe, according to Abraham Hicks.  What this means is that whatever we focus our attention and desire upon, we immediately begin attracting that into our experience.  However, this attraction-based universe has a built-in protection mechanism that is maintained by the illusion of time.  That protection mechanism is the buffer of “time”.

Sound confusing? Let me explain.

As I was discussing in a previous post, in an attraction-based universe we attract to us whatever things we think about and continue to put our focus and attention on.  However, the universe does not distinguish between good and bad “feelings”. Rather, it is where we put our energy and attention that draws things to us.  “Feelings” are merely our emotional gauge as to whether or not we are really attracting the things we want into our experience.  If we feel bad about a thing, chances are we are spending our energy on the wrong things and thus attracting the very things we do not want. The remedy is putting our attention on things that make us “feel” good.

Remember, the lesson is that the universe simply responds to our thoughts and energy or what we continually think about.  If we are constantly thinking of something, even something bad, the universe interprets that continual thought as something we want more of.  Our job therefore is not to STOP thinking about what we do not want but rather to think instead of what we DO want.

If I am obsessed by the fear that my partner will betray me, I can be sure that bad “feeling” I get when I think of being betrayed means it is something I do not want.  And yet, my constant fear and obsession about being betrayed is actually increasing the likelihood that I will be because that is where my thought and intentions are. The solution is to stop fearing being betrayed and instead think about the safe and secure relationship you are in and how happy you are being secure.  This, of course, is easier said than done. After all, if you don’t “feel” secure how can you “feel” safe? Enter the buffer of time. 

The time buffer allows your intuitive “feelings” to gauge whether you are attracting the things you desire.  Thank goodness we don’t immediately get whatever it is we are thinking about at any given moment.  How embarrassing would it be if you had a thought of how embarrassing it would be to have your pants fall down in front of a thousand people and instantly your pants fall down because you thought it into existence.  The buffer of time allows your thoughts to START bringing your thoughts into your experience immediately but they do not manifest immediately, instead allowing the buffer of time to let your feelings gauge if you are attracting the right things.  If you find your are attracting the wrong things into your existence there is still time to change your thoughts and start attracting what you DO want and feel good about.

LOABT007 – Inviting Others Into Your Experience

Considering that Jerry and Esther Hicks published an entire additional book on this concept (The Vortex), I was a little surprised how this message has been consistent since the very beginning of “Abraham’s” teachings. The concept we are discussing today is the idea that there is not a single person in your life today (nor has there ever a person who WAS in your life in the past) that wasn’t there because YOU invited them into your experience.

This is one of the hardest concepts for most people to accept when it comes to accepting the “Law of Attraction”. Often people will say things like, “I didn’t asked to be molested as a child.” Or, “I didn’t ask for an abusive spouse who beat me emotionally and physically for ten years”.  Basically, people generally refuse to accept that somehow they themselves are responsible for everything that happens to them even the bad things. But what if it were true?

While it might be hard to fathom how a child could ask to be abused, the solution could be that the decision about that experience was made long before you coming into physical existence. What if, for example, while in a spiritual state you decided you wanted to learn about childhood abuse to better understand what it is like for the victim. And what if, you were allowed to create for yourself a first hand experiential knowledge of it by becoming an abused child yourself?  It would make sense in THAT scenario, you yourself designed your physical experience to learn first hand what it is like. And, what if in order to understand the experience you had to forget that you yourself CHOSE that experience?  While it doesn’t make sense to those who believe we start existing when we are born and finish existing when we die, it might make sense to those who believe in some form of reincarnation.

Very recently a friend of mine was reflecting on the fact that I continually find myself in the very situations I don’t want to be in.  For example, I have a fear of being cheated on and yet have been repeatedly cheated on.  I am a huge believer in personal freedom that people have a right to privacy and yet I worked for over a decade for the intelligence community who it can be argued do not in the slightest believe in privacy and want to see everything you do and secretly spy on you.  I also don’t particularly like children and avoid them like the plague and yet now I work for a school district surrounded by children. 

My friend laughed and asked, how is it you keep having the very experiences you so desperately want to avoid? That is a great question but perhaps the key to answering that is to accept that I must have invited this situation into my life and ask what it is I need to learn from it.

LOABT006 – The Higher Self

While Abraham Hicks referred to the non-physcal aspect of our being as our “inner self”, they also admitted that others call it the ‘higher self” and that they are one and the same thing.  I prefer “higher self” myself because I imagine the non physical part of us is much more powerful and complete than our physical self.  In fact, Abraham also says the very same thing.

“…few people actually understand that the Non-Physical part of them remains currently, powerfully, and predominantly focused in the Non-Physical realm while a part of that perspective flows into this physical perspective and their now physical body.” – Abraham

I believe many of us who have learned to communicate with something of a non-physcal nature are really most likely simply awakening to our own “higher self”, the larger part of ourselves that is not rooted in the physical realm. In a lot of ways, therefore, we are our own spiritual guides. Or, to borrow a Christian term, we are our own guardian angels.

It would be silly, therefore to “worship” the non-physcal being for the non-physcal being is merely ourselves. They are not greater than us for they ARE us   It also seems less and less important for me to ask “them” for answers since, in reality, they are me.  I would do better to ask myself to help myself remember what my lower self has forgotten.

This is indeed a complicated issue however, because the lower self has forgotten that it eminates from the higher self.  We view ourselves as separate from our higher self and thus we do not recognize ourselves for what we truly are. So long as we believe that “WE” are physical and “THEY” are non physical, we will be stuck.  True “enlightenment” is coming to the realization that “we” and “them” are the same.

LOABT005 – Psychedelics and the Movie Theater

While I was writing down my thoughts the other day about “the great game” of our physical reality, it dawned on me that there was another great analogy to why the psychedelic experience is so effective at opening a person up to seeing the “spiritual” world.

When you go to see any movie at the theater, what happens just before the movie is about to begin? First, we often get a reminder to silence our cell phones and to take noisy children to the lobby so as not to disturb the experience of others. Then, the lights go down and music comes up and we are, for a moment, transported into a new reality. The dimming of the lights, the putting our phones on silent, the reminder not to talk or let children make noise are all preparing us to temporarily “forget” that we are in a movie theater with 50-60 other people. For two hours or so we experience the movie one on one. We are fully immersed in the movie and we keep our mouths shut until the movie is concluded. Only at the end are the lights turned back on and we become aware again that we are in a movie theater, checking our watch to see what time it is and remembering now that we have to get the kids home before bed.

This, to me, is an apt description in a way of what a psychedelic does. When we ingest the “medicine”, it puts the “world” to sleep for us. Effectively our phones are silenced, our mouths are shut, and the lights go out. We are no longer focused on the world around us and the “experience” becomes just us and it. Our full attention (or as close to it as possible) is on the experience and watching what it has to offer. Only when the experience is over do the “lights” slowly come back up and we are again reminded that we are “in the theater”.

Now here is the real mind bender. Imagine if you will that we all REALLY live in the spiritual realm. THAT is our theater with the “lights on” is at. But, when we come into this physical reality we silence our cell phones in the spiritual realms. We make sure to shut our mouths and remove all distractions. While we are with others, we remind each other that we will not speak during the “film”. Then, we dim the the lights and for the space of a human lifetime we “forget” that we are really somewhere else. We become immersed in the stage of “life”, sucked into the roles and characters playing out before us. We feel the pain of imaginary characters, empathizing with “actors” who we temporarily forget are not “real” but merely playing a role in a movie. We become immersed in the experience and feel all the joys and tribulations of the “actors” until at last it is over and our lights come back on and we remember that the entire thing was just a “movie” and we have other shit to do.

I hesitate making this addition but it seems the right time. I have often wondered why it is so few of us “remember” where we really are even when we try. We reach out to “talk” to others but there is no answer most of the time. Why is that? Perhaps because WE all agreed before the film began to remain silent so as not to ruin the experience for others. If, as the skeptic would like, we just opened our mouths or turned on the lights in the middle of the film, the movie would be ruined for everyone. So, as part of OUR agreement before the film begins, we agree to remain silent. Sure, some people don’t obey the rules and those who speak during the film are usually are looked with at scorn by others for ruining the experience of those who want to ‘enjoy the movie’.

I feel the same thing happens for “spiritual” beings.

MOST of those beings in the spiritual world remain silent to us. This may explain why we reach out to “God” but “God” never seems to answer us so clearly as to ruin the “movie”. Spiritual beings may refuse to show themselves to us because that would, in effect, ruin the film for everyone else. But, like humans in a theater, every so often one of those beings can’t help themselves and whispers through the film to the person beside them. They have, in essence, ruined the experience a bit for that person because now the person is trying to both listen to the person beside them and still remain immersed in the “film”. Similarly, I wonder, if those of us who have made contact with non-physical entities are like those who talk during the movie. We perhaps are robbing ourselves of the immersive experience because we cannot both fully immerse in the film and pay attention to what is being whispered in our ear.