LOABT003 – Non-physical Beings Use Non-physical Communication

Yesterday I shared some thoughts about how seekers like myself may not be able to quiet our own minds enough to receive the message from non-physical entities. This is true, I think, with the possible exception of psychedelics and meditation. Today I want to explain a little what I think happened to me on psychedelics and why I was able to communicate with non-physcal entities in “that space”. Also, I want to explain how my experience with psychedelics opened new pathways of communication through meditation that were not previously available.

Let me first start by trying to explain some of my experience communicating with non-physical entities while “under the influence” of a psychedelic, then I will explain why I think it works.

In my first ever experience I recall waiting for the “drug” to kick in. I had no real idea what to expect and was told that the experience is different for everyone so I tried to just let it happen. As I was staring up into a bright afternoon sky my ears began to ring with a high pitched ringing that I somehow knew had always been there but that I had simply filtered out. That was, in itself a lesson from some other intelligence. Without hearing words it was as if something in my head was telling me to pay attention. This ringing is always here. You know this already but you are remembering it now. Why do you pretend it isn’t there when all you have to do is listen? By the way, while typing this just now, the ringing is coming back loudly in my head. I am hearing the same ringing now because I’ve learned how to listen for it and turn my awareness to it.

The entire “trip” was much like this. I was continually reminded by a thought in my mind that I already know these things, I merely have to remember. I became aware, as the clouds above me began to fold in on each other like a kaleidoscope, that the trees were watching me. They had suddenly become aware that I had woken up and were now eyeing me suspiciously. I could feel the one closest to me was a female and very strong and powerful, she stared at me menacingly but another thought in my mind told me to just relax and I’ll be fine. “You have entered her space,” I remember thinking. “She is just making sure your not a threat.”. I felt like telepathically I was telling her I’m “ok” and not here to do anything evil. Eventually she stopped staring at me and became convinced I was not a threat.

The next communication I remember was when I was told to look at the temple. It again was not words but a feeling. I found myself feeling as if I had entered a sacred temple and that invisible teachers were here with me to teach me a lesson. I was asked somehow, without words, to look around and notice the beer cans and cigarette butts laying around the space around me. I became revolted by the idea that people would come into this temple and shit all over the place by leaving their drugs and alcohol all over the place. I was distinctly “told” for lack of a better word, that I should not treat this experience mundanely and do not disrespect the temple by treating it as if it’s just “doing drugs”. The garbage around me was what the profane do to the temple. Do not be like them. Do not treat this experience recreationally. This is not a game.

Later in my first trip I was shown pitch blackness and heard the dripping of water from somewhere as if I were in a pitch black cave underground. I asked the “experience” what this place was and I remember feeling the answer immediately, “REMEMBER!”. And suddenly I did remember. “Ive been here before!” I exclaimed. “Why did I forget this place?? I’ve been here!!!”

In my mind I was not given the answer about what the place was. I was just continually impressed to “remember”. Several times after that trip I came back to it again (the dark place with dripping water) and every time I came back I was angry about why I had forgotten it. I was never given the answer, simply asked to remember.

One more comment on this before I concluded with what I think is happening. From an outside perspective or that of a skeptic, there is NO proof of anything here. The conversation was entirely in my head and thus, to many, entirely made up by me. Then again, that is EXACTLY how telepathy is supposed to work. All I can tell you is that when I asked questions in my mind, the questions felt as if they were from me and were MY questions, but the answers felt like they came from someone entirely NOT me. I had the clear distinction between my own thoughts and the thoughts of something else.

So what is happening here? I have begun to theorize that most of us in our conscious state do not relax enough or lower our resistance enough to hear the answers to our questions from non physical entities. We are too rooted in the “here and now” or our physical reality to quiet the mind and pick up on the more subtle things around us. Just as I was made aware that the ringing I heard in my ears was always there but I merely tuned it out, so too I believe, non-physcal entities communicate with us all the time but we have tuned them out. But, on a high dose of psilocybin, you are no longer able to focus on the physical world. You are so deep into altered consciousness that you are no longer aware you are sitting in a chair or in a house, or laying on the beach. Your focus on the physical world around you is GONE and all you are left with are the things you normally tune out. That is where I met them and communicated with them. In time, I learned how to do it better with mere meditation, but that is another story.

[The series category LOABT contains my thoughts and observations about the book “The Law of Attraction: The Basic Teachings of Abraham Hicks”]

LOABT002 – Physical Mediumship

I’m going to continue sharing random thoughts about non-physcal entities for a while, understanding of course that many of you won’t remotely be interested. As I have stated before, I have little doubt that I have been in contact with intelligences of a non-physcal nature. That, for me, is not the question. The question is, what are they, how does it work and why doesn’t it work consistently? Why is there always room for doubting our communication and explaining everything away as random coincidence?

Now I want to make it clear for those still reading that what I experience is no different, in my opinion, than every single Christians experience. Christians, at the end of the day, cannot prove that God exists. Even when they themselves are 100% sure that God saved them from a near death experience or answered a prayer, if they tell a skeptic, that skeptic will make it clear that their experience is no proof at all. It is just the Christian’s gut feeling and explanation for random events. No miracle story about how “Jesus took the wheel” and saved them from a head on collision will convince the skeptic that it was anything other than the person’s wishful thinking. Ironically, these same Christian’s are usually the most likely to reject MY “evidence” for non-physcal entities because it feels in conflict with their own personal understanding of God.

As I was reading the teachings of Abraham Hicks (a supposed “channeled” group of entities), Esther and Jerry Hicks explained how Jerry and Esther were the perfect match for bringing Abraham forward. Jerry was a seeker. He had a million questions about life, the universe, and the meaning of it all. Esther, on the other hand was a more simple type who didn’t think too deeply about things and didn’t really care to question the nature of everything. As Jerry and Esther describe it, it was the combination of those two types that allowed Abraham to speak through Esther. It was Jerry who drew the non-physcal entities known as Abraham to him because he was the one seeking answers. However, Jerry’s skeptical mind did not allow “them” to communicate through him openly. His resistance was simply too high. Esther was able to fully relax, in a meditative state, and these beings were able to enter her in a way because she had no resistance. She let them in and work with her physical body to provide them an instrument to speak to Jerry.

In my own experience, I feel I am very much like Jerry. I have a million questions and would love to sit down with a non-physcal entity of sorts and ask it millions of questions. Because of this, I feel I have drawn some of their attention. They, whatever they are, know that I’m a seeker and are responding to my “vibration” (as the Law of Attraction would call it). I am drawing to myself those who can answer my questions. BUT, my resistance is far too high. I always have to look for the “scientific” explanation of everything. When something happens of a supernatural variety, my mind immediately starts questioning the experience. Sure, that was really strange, but it could be that….(And off I go with a scientific explanation that can dismiss everything I experienced as just a strange coincidence).

I have had a friend tell me that my unwillingness to just accept things for what they are prevents me from getting the answers I seek. Because I have to explain everything or understand everything, I do not allow for the possibility that some things simply can’t be explained with human logic and I close my mind. Like Jerry, I seem to need a physical medium who is not resistant to their communication methods and is open enough to allow them to speak without questioning everything.

In my life I feel I have met a few of these people, ones who do not think too deeply and are open to “allowing”. The problem is, they aren’t really interested in getting the message because they really don’t care. It is such a strange dichotomy. No wonder it is so rare to find someone who has the right disposition to receive the message. It seems you need both a seeker and one who doesn’t seek anything.

[The series category LOABT contains my thoughts and observations about the book “The Law of Attraction: The Basic Teachings of Abraham Hicks”]

LOABT001 – Jerry and Esther Hicks and Tarot

[The series category LOABT contains my thoughts and observations about the book “The Law of Attraction: The Basic Teachings of Abraham Hicks”}

While reading a book tonight on the Law of Attraction I was reminded about how when I was younger, my conservative Christian beliefs would not allow me to try any of the well-known tools for communicating with non-physical entities. I was, for sure, aware of their existence, but I was taught that they were “angels” or “demons” and largely I was taught to fear them. I was also told what these beings were not. They most certainly were NOT dead people, ghosts, or anything that suggested that there is consciousness that survives death. That was, according to my parents, a direct contradiction of the Bible for the Bible says “the dead known nothing”. And so, my parents convinced me any “ghost-like” encounter was just a demon playing tricks on me and I was encouraged to pray to Jesus and beg them to go away. For decades I feared them and shut them out, even while they continued to let me know they were there. They never hurt me, never touched me, and, I only feared them until I realized I had nothing to fear.

I have felt for my whole that I have seen first-hand “evidence” of non-physical entities communicating with me. They have, and still do, frequently disturb things in my house, mimic sounds that come from places and situations not possible, knock things over or bang on walls and, at times, they have even manifested themselves by blowing out light bulbs, knocking things over, creating balls of light that explode in the darkness before me, and much, much, more.

While reading tonight the author explained his own fears and prejudices over using a Ouija board. Like me, he was taught to fear something he didn’t understand. And, like me, he eventually gave in and decided to see for himself. While the Ouija board did not work for him when he was alone, he witnessed many people who used it and found that certain individuals truly seemed to be in contact with something intelligent of a non-physical nature.

Like the author, I tried Ouija in my attempt to finally communicate with non-physical entities. And, like the author, the Ouija just didn’t seem to work for me when I was alone. It “sort of” worked with a friend of mine but never after that. To be fair, I didn’t try a whole lot though I still own a board today.

What HAS worked for me, at least to some extent, is Tarot. That, and psychedelics. Honestly, NOTHING compares to psychedelics in it’s ability to open MUCH more clear communication with non-physical entities, but Tarot does seem to do something for me that doesn’t require an altered state of consciousness.

I have worked off and on with Tarot for years now and have found that I resonate with one particular artist the most, Ciro Marchetti. Every time I look at Ciro Marchetti’s decks I feel something stirring inside me that says “PAY ATTENTION!!!”. I have never resonated so fully with a “foci” (as I call it) than I do with Ciro’s tarot. The images “speak” to me and I have managed to intuitively discover interesting things about myself though them. No, the communication via the cards is not as clear or concise as a telepathic conversation with “god consciousness” or non-physical entities while under the influence of psilocybin, but it’s a start.

Why am I sharing this with you? I just find that a lot of people don’t even know that I have used tarot or that I put much “faith” in it. Hell, until this last year not a lot of people knew I was an experienced psychonaut (explorer of consciousness via psychedelics) either. If any of you have had what you feel are experiences with non-physical entities, I would LOVE to hear about them and what you think about that experience. If you work with any tools for communicating with non-physical entities such as ouija, tarot, meditation, automatic writing, etc, I would love to hear your experience as well. Even if you just believe you saw your dead grandmother one time rocking in a rocking chair by the fire, I’d like to hear. It doesn’t have to change what your religious beliefs are or lead to an argument about what God is or isn’t. I’m just curious if anyone out there puts ANY weight in it or if you have dismissed it as non-sense.